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A long break from Blogging

xia la jus realised that it has been weeks since i last posted lol. quite long xia.

whenever i dun blog it juz means either of the 2 things thats happening to me. it is either i am so occupied with things or jus simply i super no mood and sad.

in this case ya heng it is the former. past few weeks i almost nv book out from tekong during the weekdays. ya u may think i am siao or sumthing but i am really having fun haha. -_- nowadays every monday wed and fri i will be running 8 to 12 km which that starts at about 4 plus pm. and it will end at abot 6 plus. so one of the main reason for me not going home is... it is kinda too late to go home haha. if i reach home... i will juz end up surfing net and watch tv and go to slp. which i can do in the office oso.

but recently i seldom go online at nite cos got too much things to do lol. first was i managed to finish "Lost". the ch 5 thriller drama or watever u call it that is showing every thursday. the show damn nice. and i think i shldnt say much or i will reveal alot of spoilers haha. but to conclude the show is super nice! i eagerly waiting for season 2 (oops)

after watching fin lost which i spend a few late nites.... i starting watch Yakitate japan... an anime la... damn funny... abt making bread one... imagine one can draw a manga on making bread -_-. it is super lame and most of time my colleagues will scold me for acting like a mad man laughing myself. this took a few nites.

after this i got a series of comic that i borrowed from a comic rental shop. the comic is called "long fei bu bai". up to u all to figure out how to read it. anyway it is also another super lame comic that makes me laugh all alone in office again. and pple will once again scold me haha. this oso took a few nites haha.

for last week. i juz modded my xbox. this one power. i effectively made the all the xbox gang play every nite until 2 plus am before we go to slp haha. though we got quite a few games but we always end up playing winning eleven. one game worth mentioning though is fatal frame 2. think this game hor.. play alone in a dark room can really freak the player out. but as we play in a whole big grp, we juz cant stop laughing at some of the "scary" scenes haha.

ya tts all for today haha. got chance i will blog again. but ya.. life qutie shiok now lol. dun be jealous =P esp those having o lvl... or those starting uni soon.. or those simply not staff officer and have to chiong sua. =X

Yong Zhi, サム [2:06 PM]


Another Halfday hehe

Seems like life is rather kind on me haha. today is the army commanders' forum at the Singapore Indoor Stadium and from BMTC, all regulars 3SG and above are to be present haha. so that effectively take away all the high ranking decisions makers and that def include my boss.

so end up asking for a half day off and it was granted for the entire branch haha. heng.

yesterday i starting playin this RPG Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic 2 The sith lord i.e kotOR2

quite fun. kinda hook on to the game lol. den i oso realise now that i got something to play and focus one, my mind dun end up thinking of all the troubles i have. so suddenly life become so much happier and easier lol. anyway ya i trying very hard to enter the Dark side haha. reply questions super rude... den kill pple for no reason plus eh being unreasonable and cunning and evil etc etc haha. i am a fallen Jedi!

(seriously it is difficult to be a true bad guy haha. cos u kinda realise most of time u gotta be polite humble and easy going to be able to get information and to be able to have pple help u out. going to the dark side more often than not it juz means going against all odds by urself. cos ya u got no friends, u trust no one and ya juz plain evil. of cos the good thing is the dark side is damn strong haha.

ok thats all for today

Yong Zhi, サム [12:35 PM]


Half day Off

haha today supposed to have a halfday off but ya in the end due to me and my colleagues love for the nation and the SAF and our commitment to our boss, we are still here in the office. kao SAF really quite heng to have pple like us serving the NS... got off oso dun wanna take.

Recently dun have the drive/urge to type those chim chim stuffs haha... its more easy to blog this kind of junk and ya everyday events juz to keep track of whats happening.

Was thinking whether i shld go mod my xbox... expensive xia... mod already then confirm will end up buying alot of pirated games and spend countless hours and sleepless nites chionging the xbox. zzz... knowing that it is confirm going to be destructive to my life, i am still considering modding it haha... humans relly weird... hard to fight against temptation lol esp this kind where is involves having fun and wasting time with your frens playing games together.

oso realise my laptop has been underused by me and overused by others instead lol. like not my laptop lydat haha. was thinking of buying a game and start to utilize my laptop liao haha. if not heart pain la... waste my money lydat...buy laptop nv use... but looking on the bright side, i brought convenience and entertainment to my frens whu uses them almost every nite lol. not bad for improving relationships with my frens haha...

eh ya tonite gonna have my FTT. haven study yet lol... but still thinks it is going to be idiot proof. so many sporeans pass lor... including all those auntie uncles whu nv study much... so i am guessing that it shldnt be that hard to fail lol. hopefully.

k gonna book out liao... have to end here...

Yong Zhi, サム [3:30 PM]


SAF Day

1st July. Another year has passed since i last attended a parade for SAF Day. But this time round more shiok cos i am attending as an officer lol. super relac and no need to rehearse much. also no need to stand in the parade for half an hour juz for rehearsing some simple commands.

kk actually i think it has been a very long time since i last posted so tot of writing this down. took a v long break recently. break as in somehow i nv focus much on all the aims and goals i have. instead i was slacking and pursuing my interests (which is also wastign time like watching movie anime and vcd). now feel so much more recharged and i think i gotta get back on track soon or i will pretty soon lose my drive haha. wait become too lazy to work den jialat le

also recently i have learnt alot on how to control my emotions. i was faced with one of my toughest weakness (of cos i am not going to say la) and so ya i am forced to cope with it. anyway ya i do hope i am a better person now lol

k thats all.

Yong Zhi, サム [9:32 AM]


A Most Misunderstood Ingredient

I read this in a book "Top Performance" by Zig Ziglar.

If you are going to be a consistent top performer, it is important that u understand what happiness really is. many people maintain they will be happy "when" --- they win the trip to Hawaii, New York, or Bermuda. Many people say that they will be happy when they get the new house, but they wont. they will be happy when the landscaping is completed, but they wont. then they will be happy when the new draperies are up but thats not true either. then they will be happy when the mortage is paid off but again they are wrong. they will be happy when they have added the new room to the hse but thats not true. then they will be happy when they build that little place out on the lake but again, it simply is not so.

Happiness is not a when --- it is a NOW!. it is not what you have that makes u happy, it is wat u are that is going to make u happy! material things are never going to make us happy. Adam and Eve had the whole world. God gave them everything and authority over it with the exception of one tree.he carefully instructed them not to eat the fruit of that tree. with all the material possesions thy had, what was the one thing they wanted? u guessed it : the fruit of that tree.

Yong Zhi, サム [11:17 PM]


Naruto and Gundam Seed

This weekend seems a very long one for me... much things happened this week and it really feels like a very long time has passed. suddenly feel so much older lol. really hor too much stress is no good.

anyway good news is i finally quited Dota-ing so suddenly i feel like i got so much time to spare haha. can slp until song.. surf net until song den still can chat online plus watch anime den look for songs etc... compared to the last time when i juz Dota all the way from 1pm till 11pm... zzz freakin no life xia

today bought a new book... by Dale Carnegie.. "How to stop worrying and start living" its kinda like a book for one to be more optimistic about life... so why do i buy it (in case the reader dunno i am a self proclaim optimist lol)... cos when i was flipping thru the book i actually saw some lines that coincide with my beliefs as well.. den i was like so happy haha so i decide to buy the book and see how much of the optmist beliefs i oready holding on to it. those that i have yet to learn i shall try to remember and apply it in my life so that i can internalised it one day

oh ya about naruto and gundam... these 2 shows are v meaningful xia... super thought provoking and it really affects how i look at things and how i behave. of cos in a positive way la haha. everyone if got chance should at least give the anime a try. confirm will learn something one.

lastly ya... must type something inspiring or rather something to think thru.

Over 300 years ago Galileo said:

"You cannot teach a man anything; you can only help him to find it within himself."

Yong Zhi, サム [10:15 PM]


Value of a Smile

It costs nothing, but creates much.

It enriches those who recieves, without improvishing those who give.

It happens in a flash but the memory of it sometimes last forever.

None are so rich they can get along without it, and none so poor but are richer for its benefits.

It creates happiness in the home, foster good will in a business, and is the countersign of friends.

It is rest to the weary, daylight to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and Nature's best antidote for trouble.

Yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is no earthly to anybody till it is given away.

And if in the last minute rush of Christmas buying some of our salespeople should be too tired to give you a smile,may we ask you to leave one of yours?

For nobody needs a smile so much as those who have none left to give.

Yong Zhi, サム [11:13 PM]


Revamped

Phew took me like 2-3 hrs to touch up the blog. finally got the drive and oso the time to do up the blog. Think once it is up maintaining would be much easier. Recently read alot of blogs den realise most pple like to use blog to maybe talk about their downs in life. it is really good in a sense that pple have a channel to say out their thoughts and hopefully will feel better this way. most pple get more and more pessimistic and depressed are usually the ones whu has problems but kept everything to themselves. den the more depressed they feel the more they do not want to approach others and end up being more depressed. I have learnt that our brains work in such a way that it is either thinking of solution or it is creating more problems. so sadly, these people will end up thinking more and more problems for themselves and hence stuck in a vicious cycle. what i think is that they really gotta pray for someone in their life who will help them out of the cycle.

Anyway so when i was thinking what to put in my blog, i thought that i shld inspire. i am very lucky that i somehow able to have a very positive mental attitude and also esp after i joined the army, i began to learn to look at things in a very optimistic way (in army really gotta noe this if not life is very very tough not physically but mentaly). so i hope pple who read my blog and brighten up abit

and ya be grateful that u get to experience hardships and your downs in life. to me pple who had been thru the worse are the ones who are stronger and think more. to many pple, those whu thought of suiciding are silly pple... but to me those whu overcame the tot of suiciding at the most critical moment are the ones who really able to look at life so differently from many many others. remember that a sailor who has never met a storm is in a far more dangerous position than one who has overcomed countless storms and had survived.

So try it as a chance to grow and never give up. Live strong and live positive. Do not give up and just die in the storm.

Yong Zhi, サム [9:29 PM]


Twenty-five Centuries Ago

"The reason why rivers and seas receive the homage of a hundred mountain streams is that they keep below them. thus they are able to reign over all the mountain streams. so the sage, wishing to be above men, putteth himself below them; wishing to be before them, he putteth himself behind them. thus, though his place be above men, they do not feel his weight; though his place be before them, they do not count it an injury."

Lao-tse

Yong Zhi, サム [10:44 AM]


Meaningful Weekend

this wkend abit v busy... so cant really blog... having a course from 9am till 11pm? for 3 days fri to sun... v shag.... but v meaningful... learning quite abit of stuffs... maybe blog what i have went thru on monday

anyway recently got this fren of mine... she always gives me a very active and hyper and positive impression/image. but nv can i imagine that she is actually going thru much negative stuffs behind the happy image that she displays... (blog is v good in this sense)... of cos i am not going to reveal anything further... but more to tell her (if u are reading) that it is normal to have some down and difficult times... and ya in some ways we shld be glad we are having a tough time. cos it is when we get out of the tough times den we will grow and learn more about ourselves... a smooth sailing ride nv provide any learning value to a sailor... a sailor who went thru a storm is the one whu has more confidence the next time round.. but of cos dun let urself die in the storm... dun gib up... jia you...

Yong Zhi, サム [1:59 AM]

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